Wondering if I will ever become
the man I am supposed to be
Wasted years pass me by like I was standing still
This warmth of life that beckons
is still nothing more then a brisk chill.
I look around and all that I see
Is sadness, loneliness, death and
broken hearts that are staring back at me.
I think its time for me to die
Give my blessings to those who deserve
because my life has been one big lie.
I know God is looking down on me.
Wondering if I will ever become
the man I am supposed to be.
I stand still, as thoughts run through my head... remembering.
No, I think to myself.
I am sorry for the life I wasted.
Because I will never be
The man he see's in me.
